Just went to Lucas' blog and read his post dedicated to two forgiveness, and I thought I should post one too.
People always said our class was united. And I agree too, it was lucky for me to land in such a good class. I dont believe in anything that spells 'fate', but I think it is really hard to get into a class and know at once that it is the one that you want to be in.
I think that I matured a lot along with the class. When I look back to when I was in Secondary One, oh my god, I would cringe like, really badly. I was so loud and insensible and insensitive. I dont know, maybe I was just looking for a sense of security in the class. And two forgiveness sure provided me with that.
Many things happened to our clique, it was like so dramatic, but along with the things hat happened, I grew up too. Two years isnt short nor is it long. But I think it is long enough to strengthen our bond as a class. We had numerous class outings. Although not all of them were successful, we can really see how tight we are as a class through them. And it makes me, as one of the organizers happy and motivated enough to continue.
I am not like Jiale, who always emphasize on class spirit etc, but I really feel it this time. The spirit. I hope no one waste their tears over this other than me.
To everyone in my clique (including Teresa, Felicia and Shijia who WERE in my clique):
I LOVE YOU ALL. No matter if you are still in my clique now, you all have in a way or another brought me joy and happiness. We did laugh together and go crazy togather. So no matter if we are still one now, I still love you all.
To Teresa especially: Yes, we did have lots of disagreements. And yes, obviously you and your friends thought I was a fucking bitch and I thought you and your friends were too. But I am tired of all the rolling of eyes and you, whatevs. I still think it was a good thing you left cause you seem happier with your current group of friends (or it may seem to me), so you are happy, I am happy, and everything is fine. Relationships do get better over time, and yes I dislike you lesser now. Just wanted you to know that the next time we see each other anywhere, we can still smile and say hi. Let bygones be bygones.
(btw, I think Kenji is sweet. To you. :) )
To the guys : oh gosh without guys being my friends my life would be so incomplete. lol, I sound like a boy crazy bimbo. But that's true. I mean the part about needing guys to be my friends. :D Im still better at communicating with guys. So, you guys light up my life!
This message is also to GOY/ my sister. :D:D
Theres infinite words to say and so little time, so I'll find a way to tell every single one of you what I feel.
TWO FORGIVENESS IS BOOMZ!!!!!!!!!
We dont have zipbra-preeeens but we do have penguins! :D
JOEY,
who is going to hug everyone on the last day of school